Where to start? I got home from Australia, and within 24 hours, I was back on a plane. I was off to Atlanta, GA this time. I planned to spend the weekend with my old roommate who I haven't seen in over a year. Well, it didn't really work out that way. Her car broke down and she had no way to get me from the airport. She lives in Chattanooga, TN but it was cheaper to fly into Atlanta so I just did that. Luckily I have a friend that I went to high school with that is going to law school there so I just stayed with her all weekend. We ate at some delicious breakfast places and I spent most of my time in bed trying to catch up on sleep. The adjustment from Australia is way harder on the way back. I was sleeping at 10am till 5pm. Staying up all night just to fall asleep at 6am. It was the worst. But I did have an amazing Australian girl to keep me company.
So the Atlanta trip was a bust to say the least. I did see Love Happens while I was there which was a really good movie. Very depressing, but I'm weird and seem to like those kinds of stories. Other than that, nothing really happened. I came back to Florida on Sunday night and went straight to bed for once. It was weird. I thought I was going to be able to get back on schedule after that, but I was wrong. More of the same the next day. Staying up all night. That lasted all week. Luckily I didn't have to go back to work yet. I would've been dead. I'm still waiting on work now. My boss has been in California for over a week but apparently he will be back tomorrow. I had another job opportunity that was really good, but the ability to tour freely isn't there and I don't think I'm ready to just give up such a big part of my life like that yet. So we will see what happens. I should be going back to work within the next couple days. I feel like I'm finally back on schedule with the sleep pattern too so that should work out well.
Last week was mostly spent in bed, I didn't really get up to do anything because I was either too tired or just didn't have much to do. I ventured out to hang out with a couple friends one night at like 3am. But nothing really happened. I think it was Thursday that I actually had a life again. I went out to lunch with my friend Ryann to Tiajuana Flats. My tiny friend Cori was on her lunch break and just happened to be going there as well so the 3 of us enjoyed the awesome mexican food that that place has to offer. After that I came back home to a little person sleeping in my bed. She's very cute when she sleeps. I went to dinner with her and my family at Bru's Room in Coral Springs. Our waitress was English and had an awesome accent. She was also gorgeous. I think I have a thing for beautiful girls with foreign accents now. I had band practice with My Complex Island for the first time in over a month after that and it was a lot of fun. It felt good to play drums after a week of not doing that, and it was amazing that we didn't really skip a beat. We sounded like we didn't even stop playing for a month. So that was a relief.
Friday was interesting. I was planning on going to a show in Miami. I picked up my friend Nicole from boca, drove all the way down there, paid to get into the show, called my friend whose band I went to see, only to find out that they had dropped off the show 10 minutes earlier. I didn't get my money back. Me and Nicole headed up to The Talent Farm to catch Forty Winters and see a couple friends. It was good seeing people I haven't seen since before I left. I drove Nicole back to Miami and made the 45 minute drive back home. I met up with some friends and just hung out for a little before I headed home and went to sleep.
Saturday I woke up and had breakfast with Mike C, Mean Pete, and John Warden. We ate at this place in Boca called First Watch that was recommended by Audra. It was pretty good. Sounded like a health clinic by the name, but the food was alright. I might go back sometime. After that we stopped over at Duffy's for a few minutes. Then I headed to Ale House in Fort Lauderdale to watch the Miami Hurricanes game with my dad, brother, cousin, and Josiah. We lost. Not much to say about that. It was embarrassing after all the hype we were getting, but I knew it was too soon to be saying everything that the media was. In the first 2 weeks we just faced 2 teams that sucked. Sorry, but FSU is terrible this year, and GT isn't much better. We were just the better team on those days. I think that Miami is getting there, maybe we will play for the ACC championship this year, but National Championship hopes should be held off another year or 2.
After the game, I went bowling with some people for John Warden's birthday. He pretty much claimed the whole weekend as his birthday. I was going to go home and go to sleep after that but as soon as I got in bed I got a call from my friend Michelle asking me to come night swim. I couldn't pass up the opportunity seeing as I haven't seen her in months. So I did that for a little. She dropped her phone in the pool. And that was how the night ended.
Sunday I had family over. My 2 little brothers made an appearance. I taught them some stuff on the drums. They are 3 and 5. So you can just imagine how interesting that was. I went to John Warden's birthday dinner at La Bamba and then rushed over to Talent Farm to see New City Lions. I came home after that and just went to bed.
Tonight I think I'm going to Duffy's in Boca to watch the Dallas Cowboys game with a few friends. I'll probably be the only one watching the game seeing as hardly any of my friends like sports. Oh well. I've been following them all since I was a kid. I played basketball for all my elementary, middle, and some of my high school years. I also played a little baseball when I was way younger but I didn't like it as much. I hated getting hit by the ball. I think after I got hit right in the groin one time I called it quits. I knew that I could not risk damaging the goods seeing as I would need them later on in life. Very smart decision if you ask me.
Well thats really all thats been going on lately. I've met some new people since I got home and I'm really happy about that. I want to make more friends. Its just hard sometimes because some people take things the wrong way. Talking to a girl automatically means you are trying to sleep with them. Although that may be the case a lot of the time, its not with me. I really am just trying to branch out and meet new people. The male species has ruined the ability to gain a girls trust. There are so many dickheads out there that just wanna get laid and screw girls over so it makes us genuine guys look bad before we even begin talking. I'll admit when I was younger, I made some mistakes. I haven't always thought the way I do now, but it takes losing the best thing that ever happened to you to wake up and grow up. I did. So I look at life a completely different way now.
I wish that people took more time to get to know someone before they judged them. I hate being written off because I'm a guy. Well I should say, a man. Apparently girls these days like guys that look like girls. I don't have stupid hair, I don't wear pants that suffocate my balls, I don't wear t-shirts that were made for babies, and I don't have a bunch of stupid piercings in my face. That automatically makes me not worth the time I guess. Even when I'm just trying to be nice and get to know someone with absolutely no intention of anything. Right now I'm stuck. My heart and mind want 2 different things. I wish I was able to say that I'm ready to meet someone new and see what could happen, but I don't think I'm fully there yet. I've been in the same position for almost 6 months now and it really sucks. I care about someone a lot, but I know that she will never look at me the way I look at her. We have been back and forth for a long time, but to her, its just not enough to take the chance. I have done everything possible to try and get her to see it, but I guess its never going to be enough. I know that I need to move on, its just hard when you've invested so much into one person. But its gone on long enough.
I think I've wasted enough of your time for today. I don't know when I'll update again. Maybe I'll make a post with some pictures from my travels or just pictures in general. I don't know. I guess we'll see in time.